Been kinda down these few days, prolly the thought of starting school next week.
Yes this time i actually really dread for school to start, like really really really.
It's my last semester of poly life. & i just don't wanna face the fact that i've to grow up.
To enter into adult life in just a few months' time, it's really scary.
I know i've nothing to fear, for God promised me a bright future.
But its not about worrying for my future. It's just not wanting to grow up.
It's like, i need to be all adult-ish and start acting prim and proper.
Not being able to rely on my parents anymore or enjoy school life with friends.
Besides, i've chosen to go for the retail line. This would probably mean having not
much time to meet up with friends with the long hours that i've to work.
I want a simple life, but it also has its sacrifices.

I. really. don't. want. to. grow. up.

To add onto that, i'm gonna start work next week too, permanent part time.
To earn allowance for myself as well as save up for my grad trips.
And squeeze out time for band since its only a few months' time to MD.
Woah, i'm really gonna be one busy woman.
And time is going to fly past even before i know it. And then i'll graduate.
WALAU I DON'T WANT T-T Not that i'm cursing myself...
But i just want to be a little girl forever can. :(